i don’t know who’s been sent to super mega hell castiel or me who can’t do anything but spending the 2nd week on tumblr & thinking whether destiel actually becomes canon or not just fucking kill me already i’m too old for this shit
you only unlock this emotion by being terminally online for the last seven years
everyone i’ve encountered today has been like “you… seem different? lighter somehow?” and i’m like how do i explain how i and the many strangers who have been stranded on this fucked up desert island of a website for the last 8+ years reached a state of time-traveling collective catharsis last night without first having to summarize entire geologic eras of internet fandom culture
It’s impossible to describe the feeling of “this site actually felt united again instead of everyone being at each others’ throats” nostalgia mixed with “I could explain that one specific joke, but so much of the funny was being slapped out of nowhere with another 2012 reference rising up like an undead zombie that we thought we’d buried 6 feet underground after shanking it through the brain” mixed with “we’re all in the middle of some Very Stressful Things and have been internally screaming for the past several months, we Really Fucking Needed This and Destiel Took One For The Team”.
